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Originally Posted by Curiosity77
Boredom is hard for me too. Lately i've been doing some reckless things because i am bored. I told me therapist about the stuff i've been doing, and he laughed and asked me what i thought other people do when they are bored. I said that i really don't know what they do. I always seem to need some kind of intensity in my life, and without that i am bored. And i hate being bored. When i'm hypomanic it's easy, because everything is intense, but right now i'm pretty stable, and totally acting out. It's like i lead a double life - the professional daytime me, and the wild night time me. I don't know if this is because of the bipolar, or if it's just my personality. I've always like to push the boundaries on things. The stuff i've been up to lately is a little out there, but not hurting anyone, so i guess i'm ok with it. Sometimes it's nice to embrace the chaos
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I can totally relate to this... At least lately, I am obsessed with doing something risky, and sexy... I don't even know why.
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