thanks!..
i'll just talk about this directly and might be using a helmet to prevent any deadly hits .maybe today or tomorrow or later when i'm 100% ready

so..i should insert those things..ew..ew...eeeewwwwww.....that's pretty embarassing!

and about emotional, i'm not sure if it's changing or not since i'm not concerned on it (i was a crybaby back then but now i still a crybaby )