im just gonna come rite out and say it

i was doing the dishes with this music program on the tv in the background
anyway this song came on
it was the song that was playing when i got raped by a friend well used to be friend..

omg i just feel so bad

i cant stop thinking how my mom said it was my fault when i came home crying and told her

WWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYY?????!!!!!!!!