Thank you for checking in! So kind of you.

He and I had a long talk Sunday; apparently there were some issues in our relationship I wasn't aware of also it looks like he is most likely moving away in about six months. So I guess basically I have to decide whether I should quit my job and pull my son out of school and move away from my sister to be with him. Right now, it doesn't sound like he's willing to compromise on that.

He seems better regarding the withdrawals, though I haven't spoken with him specifically about that. But his anxiety is really high. He's worrying about his dog escaping if/when we move in together. Okay, I get he really loves his dog it just seems like a pretty minor thing to worry about given we're no where near discussing moving in together... He's been off the meds for a week and a half. So I guess I'll wait until two weeks have gone by to make any major decisions.

It's been a really rough couple of weeks. Was hanging out with him last night, really wishing he'd give me some of the love he was giving his pup. Miss him, the normal him, so much it hurts.