Can I say something here? I am wondering what it is about your run of the mill, "uninteresting problems" that holds you with such rapt attention? You appear to be in circle mode to me, that is, circling back to the same thing ad nauseum with no resolution. That must be exhausting for you.

I know you have been doing this for a long time which makes me think, and this is MHO, that you need to take a break from the T, any T, for awhile. It seems to keep you in the loop of thinking about your problems. Even you say they are not interesting, so maybe, you are getting tired of them and talking about them?

I have found this to be true for myself, and the tool I use to move through and passed anything I face, is to write. I write about a thing, sometimes hours or days or weeks or months, until I have nothing left to say about it. Then I can leave it there on the paper and stop carrying it around. If I have another thought at some point, I add it in there with the others. I see myself having a different perspective after awhile and I get Very Tired of hearing myself go over and over (and over) a thing. So I try to resolve what it is about the problem that keeps me talking about it to myself. Does any of this make sense to you or are you feeling able to take charge of your own stuff for awhile and do a little sorting on your own? Then return to a T if necessary to share what you've been working on.

I am only telling you my experience because you sound like me at an early point in my life, and I thought you might like to know that, at the end of the day, you are in charge of this thing. You are the one who will ultimately make the healing happen... I say this with as much care as I can get onto the screen... I hope you feel that.

I wish only the best to you as you work toward your goals...