I called the moble crises line, they came to see me and then called the police memiator and he thought because I called I could go into a less restrictive place. Note I'm using my iPad! No locked doors! It was dicey for a bit but the cop liked my art work and said if I could contrat to remain safe he would pus for this place. I hopeing the hope I feel is real and that there is real follow up from here. It's a small place and the staff quite friendly, much better than a hospital. I could have brought more regular clothiers here, with drawstrings and all!
Thank you those that responded to my earlier pestamistic post. It really helped.

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