I had a therapist, but it was an elderly lady that didn't really appeal to me. She talked to my mom more than me. Plus, whenever I'm this upset I don't see any hope in feeling better, so I put it off. I know that isn't good, but I've had such a bad experience with therapists that I'm kind of afraid to see another one. Maybe I should just suck it up because after all, it is their job.

Thank you for this reply. It's nice knowing someone cares.