Hi,

I'm new here, and one of the reasons I'm here is that I realized how much my personality is really close to a bordeline personality disorder.

I'm currently 17, but I'll turn 18 in 3 months. I'm going to see a psychiatrist a bit before or after my 18th birthday, to get evaluate again since there's disorders , such as BPD, that can't really get diagnose before 18.

I just wanted to have stories about when did you found out you had BPD? I'm not really talking about '' The doctor told me '' kind of stories, i'm talking about what happened before the doctor told you. What we're the signs that you we're BPD, even if you only discovered that all of this was BPD when a doctor told you. That could really help me.

In a long story short of '' I'm actually new and too shy to tell the full story of my life'', I have a past of abusive drug use, impulsivity, chaotic sexual and emotional relationships, co-dependance, anxiety (i've been diagnosed with general anxiety disorder at 14), instability and suicidal behavior.