I don't like seeing anybody likes this. I've been there. I know nothing about what you're going through or what you are truly feeling, and I know from experience it can be so frustrating to feel so alone/hopeless. You get to a point where you let whatever you've been fighting take over you, and you don't have any interest to fight or make yourself happy anymore. I feel it helps more to have someone you can relate to, other than having someone constantly telling you it will get better and to keep trying. I hear that all the time, and I'm thankful for those people, but I'm sick of hearing it. You have to dig deeper than you've ever dug before and get yourself out of this pit, and I believe in you.

If you want to talk to me more in detail about whats going on, I'd be glad to listen and share some of my stories with you, too. Just private message me.

Feel better.