I do feel for you, it's the same in my country. Pdoc don't take a lot of time to listen to you, they are taking you as something not worth dealing with unless your in a mental hospital, maybe then they give you more attention, though I doubt.

FOr example, I am suppose to see my pdoc today but she's not at work (as always). I've been put on check up with every pdoc there is and of course nobody takes enough time to talk to you.

I advice you to change your doctor, if you have money, to go to a private pdoc, that will take time, talk to you for more than 15 minutes. I was thinking of doing the same. After all it's your health. ASnd the easiest thing to do is to give you meds but doesn't care more about you.

Go to private pdoc, tell him/her about your problems, eventually he will see your clinical picture in the past and present and will help you with your future. Try it. I am sure it will work.

Best of luck! You are not alone in this mess