Not sure why, but who am I to complain? I'm going to make an appointment with a p-doc Monday. I know that my current p-doc had me cut back to 100 mg Seroquel because of me feeling groggy (more like stoned), but I think I actually prefer that to being as irritable and anxious as I've been lately. I've been using moodtracker, which tracks the hours that you sleep... I think I'm best off at 7-8. I don't know. Things are just crazy right now. I know I can't really hang around certain people... they drag me down and lay too much of their crap on me... I've got a plate full as it is! Thank you for the kind words and encouragement... I know I've been bipolar far longer than I've been diagnosed, but the diagnosis makes me more aware than I have ever been, I think... just in the fact that it's "official". Oh... something really good did happen yesterday... I got a call to interview for a court attendant job! Whooooooooohoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!