I have this dream occasionally, and I had it again last night. But last night it was a combination of the "normal" dream and some new aspects from my current life. I will try and remember what I can.
It went like this: I am moving because I can't afford my current place. But I am not moving far, just to a nearby apartment. And in the meantime, I am staying with the family whom I stayed with before I moved into my apartment. So I am "going back" to where I was at in December before moving into a new place.
We then leave for camp (camp is the repeating part that I have had a lot of times, to the point where I recognize it in my dream and know what I am going to find there). Camp is designed after this old western town, but they have ampitheaters and other such things for large group meetings. They also have a TON of bathroom stalls, like whole huge buildings of bathroom stalls. But there's never anywhere near enough people at camp for this many stalls. And the stalls are built very weirdly. They're very small, and they only have enough room to cover my privates while going, but my head sticks out the top and my legs stick out the bottom. Very weird. And I end up spending the whole dream running around trying to find a place to pee in private because it's so revealing and intimidating everywhere at this camp. End of dream.
I know the first part about moving relates to my life and what I have going on right now. But the second part is weird. Maybe it's got to do with the vulnerability I feel regarding my counseling appointment yesterday? Any thoughts? I have this dream a lot, so it would be nice to know what it means.
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HazelGirl
PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
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