On the verge of panic. Going to sit with my mom this afternoon - she's just out of the hospital - while dad and my sister go to an appointment. Despite the fact he said he'd leave a door unlocked, I'm panicking he'll forget, and I'll get there and be locked out. She's taking pain pills for her leg that knock her out. He said she'd probably be in bed. I'm afraid if she were asleep and I was locked out, she couldn't hear me knocking or the door bell. What would I do for 2 1/2 hours if I were locked out and not there for mom?? So I'm panicking. I think I'll call and see if he cares if I come earlier than we'd planned, but if he knew the reason I'd feel totally stupid. This anxiety is so hard to deal with and keeps me so scared all the time.