((((((((((Sky)))))))))))))) Thank you very much for putting it like that. I know I have a tendency to do things like that and extrapolate all sorts of false claims. It's sad, those lines you picked up on? That was part of my edit of my post. It just didn't feel right to not put that in because that's how I feel. It's like a never-ending mess of emotions and junk to deal with. I don't want to deal with my life and problems anymore. I don't think I can anymore. I just want to crawl into bed and die (or stay there for a very long time).

Thanks for your thoughts though - I'll try to remember.