You know...i am so freaking angry

People say Self injurers are people who seek attention...so what they really think is ..when we want attention those cuts appear...we dont feel them we just let them appear...and then when others leave so do the cuts.....
YEA RIGHT I WISH
they can go home and take a shower like a NORMAL PERSON....i have to be a gymnest to make sure i dont cause more terrible pain.....THEY get to put on any sorts of clothes they want...my clothes are planned out due to how senstive my cuts are feeling at the moment......THEY get to roughhouse with friends and family...give bear hugs....and just play around...while my cuts restrict my movement and the way i sit...the way i put things....oh yea i really want attention...
A cutter is ....

a mother...when the cuts arent happy they let us know...
a gymnest....we have to make sure we are careful what happens to them....
a therapist....we have to try and find ways to stop ourselves from such agonizing pain
a friend....we are with our cuts through thick and thin
a doctor...if we dont take care of them medically they will get infected

and so much more..but i have to go to work and look like a moron now so the boxes dont land on my stomach

im sooooo angry