Hey its my first time on this and i'm trying to be proactive and look for help or get support from people other than my friends.

sorry but I just to open up. I just got out of a 7 year relationship! we were high school sweethearts. we had everything going for us! we had a beautiful apartment I have an awesome job enough to were my significant other didn't work as much. last year we got engaged and was blessed with a baby girl! recently we even officially started planning our wedding! well in april we just all of a sudden started arguing for the most stupidest things and I was would get mad then she would get mad at me and just wasn't the same! it was to the point on my bday we split up. I left her the apt so she can stay there with my daughter. I really don't want her to leave. I left hoping things would work out but we manage to still fight about everything. I moved back in and slept in the other room. while we were living together we were still separated. no kiss or hug or any sexual things! finally after everything she told me shes moving out and I came home and she did! her clothes was gone
Im stll young but I really don't know how to handle all this! I seriously went crazy never thinking this would happen! we were that "it" couple with our family! we were the one to plan family events. its been 3 plus weeks since shes moved out and I don't eat, im real separated from family and friends, im miserable and I even lost weight! I hate coming home to an empty apt in which we both build ourselves and called it our home.
I guess im trying to say is im not sure were to start! what to do. I only want her. and to this day we do talk and she tells me she loves me and misses me but she still hasn't moved back in!

sorry just had to let it out and it kinda felt good! :/

sorry for my horrible spelling...