Thank you all for your support! I'm not sure you realize how much this means to me! I feel like I'm stabbing my mother in the back and by doing that I will lose everything I have...
I'm trying not think too much about all this, but it's so hard, like there's no way this will go over smoothly and I get ready for the worst case scenario. All I hope is that if I really go through with this, T will go back to weekly sessions for a little while. I will really need that support!

As for the party on friday night, the plan is to spend the night there, so i should be safe.