Thanks, guys. I took the rest of my ARGHness out on the guitar, and played loads of classical stuff. lol (really love playing Uematsu, Nobuo - Melodies Of Life, at the moment; it's from a Final Fantasy game, but it sounds nice xD) I'm such a girl, sometimes. ¬_¬ *actually a man* But hey, turns out feeling like crap helps you play an instrument better! Who knew!?

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I don't see a professional, anymore. I bailed on therapy for my OCD, a good few months ago, which we both felt was a smart decision. Although that CBT did touch on depression and my anxiety, its focus was the OCD, and it did help a bit for that. Unfortunately, still left with all the other stuff! Took a lot out of me to go through all that stuff, though, and IDK if I can do that again, so soon.

Trying to keep my sleep decent, trying to stick to working out, my German and guitar stuff is going well and I wanna stick at that... I just don't wanna rock the boat, if you know what I mean. If there were a local support group I'd go there, DEFINITELY, but there isn't. I've looked....

Unrelated, ... it's kinda weird to talk to someone online who's just an hour or two's drive away from you. 'o.O I'm so used to meeting online people from a bazillion miles away. xD