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If the thoughts are distressing you, then that is the only real issue here. You don't intend to harm anyone or break the law -- so your thoughts are innocuous & you are not doing anything wrong.
Some generations ago & in many countries still, girls of just 10 & 12 were being wed to older men & bearing their children... And the main issue with incest is a matter of genetic diversity, which isn't really a widespread issue at this point in human evolution. So "wrong" is in the eye of the beholder.
Why do they trouble you? What about the thoughts turns you on? Is it liking the taboo or is it a feeling of safety that your family provides that allows you to orgasm more intensely than with other thoughts?
If they bother you & you cannot bring yourself to accept it, then perhaps you could look into methods of controlling intrusive thoughts. But... I'd suggest learning to accept your thoughts as mere thoughts & perhaps reducing the anxiety will reduce your temptation.
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