Yes I know and your dreams don't help plus you are feeling vulnerable .its difficult feeling all those emotions. I'm feeling the same way, I know I should be calling my t but I'm so stubborn, I didn't get to see her this week, my emotions are all over the place and she did challenge me to call and leave a message and tell her to call me back, but I can't.

I feel like just hiding in the closet. I know how you feel hazelgirl I wish I could say something meaningful to make you better.

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