It's been a long standing question for me.............Will I ever get there?

T has said many a time, " You will get there............"

Well in the last session T asked me where 'There' was.

I was stumped, I don't actually know where 'there' is, it's something I cling on to so surely I must know where it is?

T said that 'there' is being ok with all of it (my stuff). Knowing about it, not living it but not denying it either. And that 'there' is actually 'here' in the present.

I now feel that actually I will never get 'there'