no. I adore her and hate to think that I would appear too needy. The thing is that I can email her anytime and she responds..and in the fall when I had a mini crisis she was amazing and was really there for me. She feels horrible about being sick so much as she was always so healthy.

I kinda resent her boyfriend though. I am happy she is with somebody and I know they will probably even live in the same state but still....