Don't be so hard on yourself Yogurtz - but I do understand how you feel. I'm the same. I quit so many things I wish I hadn't now. My life could've been so different. After I got out of school I took a year off, went to college a year and quit, then hung out at my parents doing nothing but writing pen-pals for 7 years. Finally got a job, eventually married but have no friends otherwise but online people. Quit my job when I had my son and wish so much I'd kept it now. I'm scared of everything and won't even drive across a bridge nearby because it's larger and busier than the one there that was replaced. I couldn't get my mom who just got out of the hospital a taco salad today because I'm too afraid to go across that bridge to go to Taco Bell. Sometimes I feel like I'm the biggest loser. I've don't nothing with my life. I made great grades in school. The guidance counselor said I could be anything I wanted to be. Was on the Dean's List both semesters of college that I went. But I quit because I was afraid of speech class and having to do presentations. Now here I am... Battling anxiety daily, doing nothing with myself but taking care of my family and pets. I suppose that's a little something but feel I could be/do so much more. I totally feel I have no purpose being here really. Have no idea what it would be. I'm just a space waster really... =/