funny i get the gut instinct that i dont want to spend time with someone but when i get the instinct to spend time with someone how do i know if thats real or just my need for people to want to have me around? to 'be taken care of' as you say? cos if thats the case its probably not going to be mutual and if it is then its still unhealthy... i get very confused about this. cant seem to get my thoughts in a straight line. lol.
thanks for your comments. everything that gets me thinking is welcomed!