Absolutely! This last hospitalization shocked my whole family because I was such a good actress. I only started to lose it completely five days before i went to the hospital but I was still trying.

I feel the need to do this because of how I grew up. If anything went wrong my mother would become a mess and I hated it and hated doing it to her so I just pretend nothing's wrong . I vowed to be more honest with my husband at least though.