It never ends and every morning I wake up this a sickening depression.

Every night before I fall asleep I usually eat some stuff that isnt necessary. And if I don't I'll usually wake up a few hours later and eat some stuff I don't need to. But I do it in such a haze that I barelly think about it. Idk what to do anymore this is miserable. It's like there's someone else who judt wants to totally fat and never lose weight and struggle forever.

I am sorry. I just have to vent.

Sent from my SAMSUNG-SGH-I337 using Tapatalk