Well, I have emailed and called in the past. I think twice we've talked on the phone but it is between clients so I feel like I'm putting him on the spot. I didn't want to do that again.

I was talking to my husband last night and he thinks maybe focusing on insurance like I did in the letter might upset him like I'm accusing him of not doing right by me.

Do you all think it would come off this way? He knows that I don't blame him for anything. This attachment was created my me apparently and it is up to me to get myself out of it so that he and I can advance therapeutically. I feel like we're stuck in this cycle which is why he probably suggested 2x per week in the first place. Maybe he changed his mind thinking that would make me more dependent?

I loved that he cared enough to suggest it though and taking it away so quickly had a bad reaction on me.

I'm trying to really analyze myself. I've been crying off and on because I feel like he's rejecting me but that just can't be. We've discussed it before and he says he would never do that.

What does need to happen? I need to get this relationship back therapy. So, maybe he can help me figure out how to do that...

I will ask all of the questions I want to this time...thanks girls