My therapist had said that I show signs of depression, I'm afraid she might have been right. She left my school, so I can't see her anymore. I'm afraid to see another therapist and I'm afraid of not being able to see her anymore. She is the only person that I had to talk to but she's gone now and I can't talk to anyone else, not even my family. I feel like I'm all alone now and it's my own fault for not being able to trust people. That is a really difficult thing for me to do. I'm afraid of what will happen to me now that I have no one to talk to again. I wish she could have stayed. Sometimes, I get really sad and cry. I don't want to go back to the way I was. I'm really scared that it's going to happen. I want to stop cutting myself, but I still have thoughts about it. She said that I could contact her and I want to, but I don't want it to seem like I'm being needy. I don't know what I should say or even what she would be able to do for me since she isn't my therapist anymore. I just feel so frustrated and sad for being alone and not having a person to talk to. I just think that I really need someone to talk to right now. I'm scared to be by myself again, but I'm too scared to try a different therapist. So, I guess it's my fault, right? I really don't know what to do next.