I did tell my T what was going on with him and sent him an email yesterday discussing the inconsistencies in statements and my anger and frustration, as well as telling him how painful all of this was. He sent back an emailing saying he understood about me cancelling and thought it was good I was thinking about what was best for me. He asked me to let him know if there was something he could respond to that would be helpful. WTF? There were a ton of things in that email that needed to be responded to, not the least of which was that I felt lied to and manipulated. He concluded by saying he was sorry I was in pain, and for his part in that. I feel like I have said everything I wanted to say, and got back a ******** response. It's like trying to fight with a feather bed.