I understand. I had a lot of things that I loved to do "before" I had my crisis/breakdown/whatevertheheckyouwanttocallitexperience. Cooking, gardening, home improvement projects, watched a few but not too many tv shows. I don't care about ANY of those things now, to speak of. I go through the motions enough to keep myself fed, to keep the lawn/yard from looking so bad the neighbors call code enforcement on me, and I haven't watch as tv show per se in real time in almost 2 years, I now pick one program at a time to watch on Netflix or Hulu, and that is only in the middle of the night, so I miss a lot of it by dozing off.

But, I have a lot of new interests now. Maybe you need that - something new and different? Something that would inspire the kind of passion in you that you felt for some of the old interests?

Also, might it help to take something outside of the house, with a set time and schedule - perhaps a class or workshop. Maybe with a friend so there is someone there to share the experience and reinforce the need to follow through on the commitment and attend?

Hope that helps, and I hope you feel better.