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it's the old tale of someone being hurt in the past and passing it on down "blindly"? (

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Blindly is NOT how I am treading. In fact, what I am trying to do is bring something into the light.

I have not accused anyone, nor have I implicated in any way, anyone here. All I am doing is expressing my disappointment and frustrations. It so happens that this time, it is coming from within what I believe is a sanctuary, and not from RL (real life).

I cannot control if one feels guilty or annoyed by what I am saying, because that is not my intent, but do I not have the right to express my frustrations - without convicting anyone - for the betterment of us all?

I will state again, I am not putting myself above anyone else here, for I am just as suseptible to this behaviour as everyone else is.

If it will make some feel better, then let's just say this is a reminder for MYSELF to act and behave in a loving manner - just made publicly. So, when I do behave in ways that contradict what I believe, then, I am opening up myself to be taken to task for it - publicly.

I am aware that we are all at different stages in our illness and that we can also wander in and out of these stages. I, too, feel great sympathy for ALL OF US - truly!! We shouldn't have to deal with so much pain all the time.

I am an idealist and always hope for, and will even try to create a place of serentity for all of us, here. (although, doing so in anger and frustration may seem condradictory and is not always the most appropriate way in dealing with some issues, it does, however, garner attention, now doesn't it? And THAT is what my intention is!)

Just because I am angered about something, does not mean that I have lost RESPECT or LOVE or SYMPATHY for everyone or anyone here. Please know that!

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