Thank you Plzsti and Dixx it's really great to hear for all the kind words and support though we don't know eachother.

Want to share my bad and good days/news to you. I have been (like all of us) through hell and back and to hell again but hopefuly I am really gonna get better now. I am glad I'm not alone in this and thank God there are ways that we can live our lives normally.

Think of it as a privilege to have a mental illness, we are mentally challenged people that have had either shizophrenia or BP were remarkable people in the past and are in the present (Einstein, Newton, Michalangelo etc.). We are all geniuses

And I will "steal" your quote Plzsti cus I really love it and your totally right... best of luck to all of you, keep us all posted and I will do the same. Thank you

The struggle you're in today
is developing the strength
you need for tomorrow

Don't give up