I've taken a pause from school and I don't feel motivated to go back. I haven't been to school for months. I don't really feel for start again, I'm thinking about going back later this year, but I don't know what I want to study, I just feel like I have to because that's what I'm supposed to do, right. And it makes me feel so stressed and anxious, school is not a place I feel good in, and I don't like teachers that push me so hard when I'm feeling too stressed and sometimes sad, to do anything. I feel stressed being in school and I feel stressed not being there. It makes me feel worthless, and left out, or something like that. Well, it's huge stress for me and a reason I feel very depressed sometimes. Any advice or just anything, would be good.