I was thinking about this in the session recently. I kept it all inside and did a 'door knob confession' and left saying I wanted a break because I couldn't go there always and she wouldn't be here forever. She said 'Raging, yes, that's true and I won't be around forever and no one ever will be here forever'

..but I can't come to terms with it. I've known her for 7 years and it would be like loosing a part of me.