Welcome!

I think I can say in the name of all of us here we know how you feel. I am still not feeling myself, and I've been through hell for the last 2 years, so did my family and my BF.

If your problems are mental, everything around you suffers. But think positive though it's hard. Look how many people are around you, sharing the same sh**, but they are ok. THere are a lot of different meds possible, you pdoc will surelly find something that will make you ok and that not just one day of your life will be ok, but all of them.

Be well!