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Originally Posted by artemis-within
2.5 years and though I thought I was done more than once I realize tht I too am just beginning..... I pay out of pocket since t moved and recently cut back to 25 minute sessions to afford it, I actually like them tho, I am more focused than in 50 min sessions.
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Thanks for your comments!
I like the 25 minute idea actually, I think it would make both me and my T more foucsed because she tends to babble around and I resign and listen....
Also, I guess itīd be possible for me to pay for like once a month (which is like 50 euros I think if I pay myself) because even after finished therapy, insurance will pay for once per month "consultation" of 50 minutes, so I could be going once every 2 weeks and pay one session each month.
I think this should be doable.
I think what really bothers me a lot MORE is that I feel that I "SHOULD" be ready and finished in this time frame. Also the way my T talked about getting another T for me from a different area, like not wanting to get rid of me after, but..... well... maybe feeling like thereīs nothing she can do for me then or something... I donīt know.
I guess I feel itīs not okay to need "more" sessions, that I am officially finished after that time and if I donīt "feel" that way, then thatīs my problem, me failing therapy or hanging on for wrong reasons... something like that.
Another concern might be.. that I think it could give me anxiety if I payed it myself because it would put me under pressure to "really make use of the time really well" because Iīm paying for it.
Also, I think it might change our relationship because then Iīd actually be "paying" her for her services, but the way it is now, itīs like....
someone needs to pay her, but she doesnīt take my money for being there for me or something like that