So I gave in , I didnt see t this week, and I been highly overwhelmed and burdened, playing slave in this house, my h is lazy as hell, im dealing with taking care of his mom, his brother who lives in town, does not care and does not help at all, his other brother is in another state, only comes once a year, and does not deal with emotions very well, despite the fact that the doctors gave his mom 6 to 9 months to live. She is home bound.

Home health care, wont touch her, skilled nursing home only wants her long term, health insurance only covers short term, so I am stuck with the care. Today was her doctors appt. In a matter of 2 weeks she has lost 28 pounds, due to some medication, her doc, took her off of it, I lost it in the office, I am so overwhelmed, heading into mania , lack of sleep. Her doc is concerned about me now.

Her doc sat me down, she knows my mother in law is mean and stubborn, and the brothers are lazy and insensitive, so she told me she would set up in house hospice and that would relieve some stress for me.

I decided to call t , hoping i could leave a voicemail and I could tell her to call me back, but UGGHHHHHHH she picked up the phone, I wanted to hang up, I hate needing her, i explaned how overwhelmed i was, but told her what happened and how the doc helped me, she gave me some excercises to do, and told me she was looking foward to seeing me next week, and to call if i needed to, and that she was proud that I finally called when I needed her.