Hi Hazelgirl. I just wanted to tell you that I love reading your posts. Please don't apologize for posting. It is so very reassuring for me at the moment especially since we seem to be going through very similar issues at the same time. You are amazingly articulate and I can't begin to express how reassuring your posts have been to me especially over the past two or three weeks. I am on this emotional roller coaster too. I feel exactly the same way as you do. I have text my T tonight telling her how grateful I am to her for her continued support and basically for,just showing up each week and now I feel so needy and desperate - I hate it and I don't know why I did it. I needed to reach out. I needed a connection. I adore her but I am petrified of her reaction. I am sure she will terminate me because I am too demanding and needy. I just think about her all the time. Surely this is unhealthy?

You are amazing and have made so much progress these past two weeks. I am so grateful to you for sharing your journey and if it helps you to write here then that's even better!

Please keep posting and don't worry about how much - just keep posting.

Much love.