Hello Pingu.
It is very hard with Depression to want to integrate into relationships with others. I attend support groups and that helps quite a bit ,because everyone is under the same understandindg that most people are diagnosed or suffer from depression, so the oddity of having to feel abnormal does not usually exist very long due to the understanding that everyone is at the groups for support and commeraderie. I hope things get better for you soon Pingu, there is also a chat here at Psych Central where you can meet new aquaintences as well. Take care and good day. Soidhonia