the root of my anxiety... or why am I here are... um somehow related. I have a series of difficult things in my life that would be still very hard to change/solve if I were alright... and they're on top of an already existing stress problem - depressive reactions.
I'm.... happy for the little things! just solving my problem... getting my *** out from this pit is very much a pressure.... I'm working on it... day by day (by forcing myself out of bed...) but it still... looks soooo hard.... and I'm afraid, realy-realy tired and very frustrated; it is just building up.