Uhm, yes it sucks. Welcome to the rollercoaster. If it makes you feel better, having my t on whatsapp and seeing her updates and profile photo adds to the mix in my case (=sometimes it's good cause it shows her as a normal person, sometimes wayyy worse as I get a glimpse of how fulfilling and well balanced her life is, while I'm stuck here in this f****ng house far from my city and loved ones and T and subway and supermarkets that stay open after 8 pm). How are you by the way?