I might be able to get to a food bank once this month, but I don't even have enough for bus fare to get to one... I have three rides left and I need to go to and from my pdoc appointment on Monday and to and from my nephrologist appointment on Wednesday, so I don't have enough bus fare.

I'd love to correct and overcome this. I'm TRYING. I tried hard for that job but it didn't work out, I've applied for several jobs and the only one who replied said they'd be hiring in July and will keep my resume on file. While I was stuck in the middle of nowhere waiting for the bus after the elections people said I couldn't work, I did think "well at least it's pretty" but you can't eat or pay bills with pretty. I'm trying to sell my belongings but I have little left of any value. I have an old laptop, last time I tried to sell it for parts the guy offered me $20, so I'm going to take it to a different store tomorrow.