It sounds like they're all good choices IG. If you take a break, you can go back. If you start with a new T and then realize it's not progressing the way you want it to, you can take a break. Your days are genuinely good and you have good people in your life. That's pretty cool. The fact that you don't currently have in an intimate partner (but wish you did) is likely not a reflection of how anything is wrong with you. It's just how it happens to be at the moment. I'm glad you're in such a good place.