Hi Nat92, I am sorry that you're having to go through such a tough time. I personally have had my share of experiences with family issues and whatnot, although I doubt it is as bad as you describe, seeing that as I technically am an only child myself. (I have three half-sisters, do they count lol?). Anyways I can only tell you to try and stay strong no matter how hard it sounds, because there will be better days ahead. Just try and find one goal to work towards to help alleviate your situation and work hard towards that goal. Anyways, I wish you the best.