turns out im not going after all. (majorly GRRRRRR!) cuz his mom changed his mind about taking me... and he spent our 5 month anniversery (today) at a friends house... (im so damn frustrated right now) but anyways... i've been talking a lot about an ex lately... one who was abusive... that would probably be the trigger i would assume... but now i'm feeling just down now. cuz i was feeling all restless all day, and my bags were waiting at the door all day for my boyfriend to call as to when he was going to pick me up... and now i'm not going, and i wont see him for a few days and i feel like i need him now... grr, well enough of my babbling.
~julie

"Sometimes it takes us to the bottom of our misery to understand the truth..."
~Gustav Havel - existentialist