Well, I found out yesterday that grandma will probly need PT till the end of June. I think it's hitting now that I might be dealing with a slight depression. I eat very little..just not hungry. Lack motivation to get out of bed much less anything else. My sleep is all outta whack. Haven't done therapy "homework" in 2 weeks...ie: diary card for DBT. Not dealing well at all with grandma not being home. As ornery and angry as she gets sometimes when I do what I gotta do...I MISS her not being at home. She gives me purpose when she is here and I NEED that. My mom says I need to find that outside grandma too but I don't know how and am scared to.