Umm well it works differently here and I'd appreciate it if you left it at that. I trust my psychiatrist. The issue I'm having here is less to do with my psychiatrist and more to do with my paranoia about medications (which intellectually I know is not actually a problem but emotionally I'm paranoid about the meds) and me unable to deal with coming to terms with my bipolar and dealing with having a depressive episode again.

Foxton is a long way from where I live haha.