Reaching out here is a good place to start. This site helped me with depression once before, and is helping again. As for the job, I'm not a good resource as I'm stuck in a boring job as well...

Friends are hard to come by, and hard to maintain contact with when you're depressed (speaking from personal experience)...

A wife may or may not help you forget about everything. I'm married and my depression persists despite it...

Now, while all that might sound very gloom/doom, it's not...look for a job while you have a job as it's easier to find work when you have work (not sure why, I just think it works that way)...Don't listen to people who say you look so old...try some of the tried and true remedies for this illness ~ therapy and/or medication; exercise; plenty of sunshine. And then keep checking in here. There area lot of people here that care.