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Originally Posted by FatPenguin
I don't feel like my friendship and relationship with others is really valued by anyone.
Not my family.
Not really my friends, except for one of them.
Not my past "girlfriend" who put me in the friendzone forever and still wants to be friends, but it still seems like I'm the one who talks to her and can't stop talking to her.
I just want to leave, not even say goodbye, and vanish.
I'm always online, always talking, and I feel like I'm the one who does most of the initiation.
I'm just done.
I want to move somewhere I like and life over. Anyone else feel this way?
Like you got stuck with a certain lot of people who don't give a crap about you, when maybe if you have grown up somewhere else, you might have ended up around better people?
These people don't value me. Maybe my energy could be invested better elsewhere. I'm in Arizona, btw, a state I can't stand. Maybe there are better places to live, with better people.
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I've felt that a lot...recently and in the past. Found that most times you just end up with the same people. The only thing that changes is climate...which can be a good thing, sometimes.
I'm sorry you're feeling lonely.
I'm in vegas, and I know that just cause there is a lot of sun, does not mean you're suddenly never depressed. In fact, endless days of it can be just as bad as endless days of rain. I always look forward to monsoon season, when there is at least a chance of rain.
Hang in there, kiddo