My T has said something similar, that she cares because she wants to, not because I pay her. No amount of money on earth would be enough to cause genuine feelings of care. But I guess that's confusing because I don't give her anything. Why care?

I don't say that in a "I'm horrible" way (I don't think...although those thoughts fuel a lot more than I realize), but in a honest way? Why go out of your way? What's in it for you? Where is your motivation?

I am very suspect of people and of their reasons for doing things, though.